Oh........ I'm crying out loud

It's fucking boring. Not working. Doing nothing resourceful. Two weeks it has been. Remaining at home like a stoned sculpture or like an Indian bride. NS come quick. I want to get down to rough & dirty business & get battered. camo paint, rifle, bag, push-ups. Extreme exhaustion taking toll over the human body, like it man. I can see now what the human body is capable of, regeneration. Results quick so that I can continue real 'life'! Most of all, why did I born in Singapore? What's up with safety anyway after all life's unpredictable! You rather enjoy 5 minutes of extreme liberty and rowdiness. right? haha

P.S: merry xmas~+

I always knew I could but the regret, still there...

I grabbed the hand grip thingy and held it in my before stained palm and attempted a unprecdented squeeze since then. I squeezed it with ease as if I were squeezing a plush doll.
I'm fucking very much alive.haha
One more week to go!
I'm gonna start my 'run' baby!
Ronaldo you really suck and & go SINGAPORE!!haha
P.S: haha, glorified

~Bollyhollywood

Prom was fantastic and memorable for many. But honestly, the food and the staged performances sucked pretty badly.There was no fucking red carpet too! Ironic eh!I was also embarrassing myself with the chopsticks and wrestling with my food. I even went to sink my teeth in macchicken at midnight that explains how 'lousy' the food was. Nevertheless the night was an opportunity to meet up with classmates and friends and take fancy posing pictures and relive those nostalgic moments once again. I'll definitely miss everyone who have inevitably or coincidentally came into my life in this rather painful and tormenting two years.
two years. What's prom without looking at the ladies? haha!
Never before seen faces perhaps of heavy makeup and majestic hairdos and makeovers. But only one caught my eye, a really CUTE PUNJABI waitress maybe my age or younger or slightly older who was serving my table the whole night. Neither did I take pictures with her nor ask her number. But she knew I was looking at her. hehe. Ok that's all for now, call me if anything folks! I'll be returning to the track soon...

P.S: We'll meeting again one day and when we do, we both will be lost for words as if our lips were stitched~

Nature's Rage

Animals are going berserk all of a sudden mounting attacks on fellow human beings. A week ago white tigers now a 'kung fu' panda and next probably a chi hua hua I think. Maybe the Animal Kingdom has decided to wage a war with us for stripping and debilitating their lands. We have a devil to pay now. haha. Life's is so much better and slow-moving now. I have been basically going out and using the computer to kill time and to throw away the distasteful memories. I think I really wastefully splurged on my prom clothes, could have rent it. Fickle-minded me. But I think I'll keep it for memory sake provided over the years silver fish do not eat up my clothes.haha. I was watching 'Vaaranam Ayiram' (a tamil movie) trailer moments ago and I was like
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Jennifer, I have no idea who the hell are you. haha

P.S: I'll never tell anyone the true story.

I'll say it again & again

I forgot what happened 690 days ago. Was I a snail or something?
On my way home in the bus was this lady sitting right infront of me with fuzzy hair looking as if it was tainted with moss. I was like 'fuck' when she was getting her fingers in it, looking as if she's gonna pull out an organism or something. Enough of lame jokes, I'm still alive.
Not because I escaped from a replica of 'Medusa' but rather A LEVELS are over. I have been waiting for this very day for my entire life..maybe not entire but most. JC life is no walk in the park but rather a walk in the Jurassic Park.
On the contrary, the exuberance is not really there b'cuz I really screwed my exams and in fact this year papers were so much in favour of top schools. I hope I don't fail my General Paper, thats all.
I survived,
I survived.......
Please light up candles for me, seriously I'm going to mull over my GP till my results are released b'cuz I honestly screwed the paper & I know it, really... I'll be greatful!

Till then, sweep the streets!

P.S: PLS ORGANISE SOCCER ON THE 6 DEC, CUZ THAT"LL BE THE LAST TIME I"LL BE ABLE TO PLAY TILL......

final post till the 2oth Nov.
many many best to everyone sitting for O's and A's.
may everyone get As!
hope luck is on my side THIS TIME~